I never expected that I would miss someone this much, that I would wait for him so long and that this someone would be you.

It’s so hard to not let it affect me, to smile and ignore my disruptive heart. This has been going on for far too long. There is no chance for you and me, and although distance does not matter you are as far away as the stars, shining down and lightening my petty life. But through all this distance which makes it impossible to touch, to hug, to simply be with you, the shining has lost its wormth. You are high about, together with all the other stars, not even noticing me and my longing heart. I don’t know how to get over a star, don’t know how to protect from his light when it is all I can see in this dark?