Even after the initial pain has faded away, it’s still there. You can do other things to try to ignore it, but it’s still there in the back of your mind. You can try to rub it away, but that just makes it hurt more. And most of all, you can’t do a damn thing about it.
(See also: Being stabbed in the chest.)
To have reoccuring dreams about a person means you miss them or that you’ve been thinking a lot about them.
hmm…
‘You bring me joy, you bring me sadness.’ ♪
You know the feeling when you miss someone? Really miss someone? It could be your brother or your sister. It could be your parents, or your partner. The feeling that shoots straight through your bones. Sadness takes over, and you just can’t shake it. When you wish you could be with them, and you’d love to hold them in your arms. Yeah, I feel that right now!
Nah, what use can this feeling have? It’s absolute nonsense. I’m against the power of emotional pain to grow into physical ones and to infect my thoughts. Definetly not okay. I can’t focus, I can’t breathe and for what? Because there is definetly nothing I can do and everything will be over within a few weeks? What’s the point? Stupid emotions, stupid, stupid. Just… it drives me crazy that I can’t focus. Because there is no logic behind all this trouble. It shouldn’t affect me at all. And I definetly do not want to dream of it again, as I did the last days.
Everytime I think of you I always catch my breath. I hear your name in certain circles and it always makes me smile.
